I can’t.

And then suddenly, anxiety strikes and hits me straight smack in to the face, grabs my heart on the way and tears it out.

I don’t want to be here, I cannot bare to think of the future because it is empty. I want to go back to bed and hide, sleep it off, anything to just not be here right now. I cant cope with the present moment and I need to shut it out. I don’t want to be here.

I don’t want to be on my own tonight šŸ˜¦

Anddd… this is what happens when you don’t renew your prescriptions in time guys, day 4 of Sertraline withdrawal right here, and it’s making me want to die.

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3 thoughts on “I can’t.

  1. I am sorry to hear you are having such a rough time. I hope you are able to restart your Sertraline soon. I don’t know where you live, but my pharmacy (a big-box store, nonetheless) will give me a few days worth to get through until my Rx comes through or the insurance ponies up. Sending calming thoughts your way.

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